Saturday 6 July 2013

Night Light - The experience of collaboration


Devising theatre is a tricky process. Any of us that have taken the risk and plunged ourselves into the pit of uncertainty that comes with collectively trying to create a new piece of work will understand how this type of process is energy-consuming, anxiety-riddled and at times frustrating. However, it is also undoubtedly one of the most rewarding ways of creating as it involves constant play, experimentation and ensemble work as well as an enormous amount of trust in the people you are working with.




Having being involved in a number of devised pieces, I have learnt that it is a process that fluctuates from day to day, week to week. The initial seed of a production can morph or change into an entirely different show in the space of a few hours, and that in itself is exciting, but also terrifying. While trusting the process can be challenging at times, it is a belief in the work that allows an idea to eventually find it’s feet and become something that everyone involved can be proud of. While one rehearsal can leave a cast feeling elated and creatively stimulated, the next can plummet them back into anxiety where no one is sure what the hell they are doing. 

Two months ago, I began rehearsals for a new devised piece called Night Light with Wishful Thinking, a company created by the talented Ilo Tarrant, a lighting designer and recent drama graduate from Trinity. Ilo was eager to explore the mourning process that comes with the loss of childhood and our realization or denial of such a loss as adults.



Cast alongside an incredibly energetic and creative group of people, Venetia Bowe, Fionn Foley and Richard Durning, this was a process that I believed in from the beginning. While each of us entered rehearsals relatively blindly, not knowing what an earth we were going to create, there was a ‘let’s do this thing’ mentality which sustained for the entire creative process.



The last 8 weeks have consisted of endless hours of game playing, storytelling, memory sharing, fort building, improving, more improving, discussing, imagining, trinket making, writing and re-discussing, along with an abundance of hard work and creativity. It has been one of the most hands on and active rehearsal processes that I have ever been involved in, with each person taking equal responsibility for the creation of the show, injecting it with an enormous amount of imagination and devotion. That has been immensely rewarding to be a part of.






Like any process, it hasn’t always been easy. Alongside the peaks and the excitement, there have been slumps and doubts, moments where the opening night seemed like an unreachable finish line. However, by trusting the process and powering through the slumps, the initial seed that was planted weeks ago has gradually grown and been shaped into a full production exploring memory, childhood and nostalgia, that I think each of us are very proud of.


It would be untruthful of me to pretend that there aren’t still mini doubts and uncertainties floating around my head, worries about what people may think or take away from their experience of something that we have worked so hard on. However, regardless of how many weeks or months or years of preparation one is given, there will always be doubts. It is part of the excitement and the fun and is natural with any process.





Tomorrow night we open in Smock Alley Theatre with our first production of Night Light. It has been exhausting and time-consuming but we have made it, and it has been an incredibly gratifying and creative process. I have made some wonderful friends and have truly enjoyed the constant collaboration that has happened throughout the process. For me, it is this collaboration that is most important in theatre and what makes it all worthwhile.


Night Light runs in Smock Alley Theatre from July 7th-9th



Director: 

Ilo Tarrant
                                                           
Cast: 

Venetia Bowe
Richard Durning
Fionn Foley
Fionnuala Gygax